Hundred

30 04 2009

I’m still up. Waiting for the Champion’s League Semifinal game between MY club Manchester United and Arse-anal Arsenal. It SHOULD be a cracker of a game. I hope.

Anyway, I came across this article while surfing around after getting bored of watching my downloaded animes.

Builders find Auschwitz message

Can you imagine that? A message left behind in 1944, to be found in 2009. God knows whether the people in the letter are still alive, but don’t you think that they actually managed to leave a piece of their history behind, to let the future discover? I can imagine how proud and emotional their descendants would be. Then I suddenly remembered why my email address has a peculiar number behind it (for those who don’t know, one of my email addresses is darkscythe2085@hotmail.com).

2085.

Which is 100 years after the year I’m born. I remembered what was going through my mind when I first thought of that email addie;

“Would I be alive 100 years after I was born?”

Kind of morbid know. Chances are, it won’t happen. But then again, you might never know. The point is, I was looking to imagine how it’d be like in Year 2085. The fella who wants to choose that email address would be shocked to find out its been in use since 2003. Maybe in 2085, my son’s son’s son’s children will be born. I wonder what his name will be? Will it have a Shah behind as well? What kind of legacy will I leave for them? Would they be of mix blood? Would they be handsome / beautiful?

What will be new in 2085? Would there still be ERP? Would cars be flying instead of on the road? Would Calvin’s son finally get a JC girlfriend? Will there be JCs in that era? Can Ryan finally eat mayonnaise? Will phones be able to transmit live images without lagging, across all the continents? Would the sea levels be the same? Great fun to see what will be in the future ain’t it.

Sometimes, I wish I could freeze myself at this age, and then watch as my descendants grow up into the future. Cullen-like, if you may. Well, according to most nature forecasters, Earth would run out of fuel, have the ozone layer completely depleted, bla bla bla.. pandemics.. endemics.. Not a really bright future if you look at it pessimistically. BUT. We ARE the smartest species on the planet. We’ll find a way through. Will my descendants have a hand in it? Will they get to live off the planet?

I got a million and one questions running through my head right now. I just wish I could travel to the future, and see how Muhd Fadzli Shah the 4th will do in the future. On the other hand, what I can do right now, is to let him see what I did in the past.

I have no idea whether my 2 blogs will survive far into the future. There, they can read everything I went through, the mistakes I made, the people I loved and loathed, the things I’ve seen and heard.. never thought a blog can be that significant right? I look at my grandparents and think about the things they’ve seen in their lifetime.. and then comes my experiences.. to be passed down to my son. and his son after that.

I think you guys can tell this post is churning up thought trains in my head more confusing than Ryan’s hair when it was long and unruly. But you get what I mean. I just hope, and pray, that the future will be bright and happy for my descendants.

By the way, I’ve updated the About page, and also added a new one as well, Global Lyrics. Check out the tabs at the top of the blog.





Wiser.

20 04 2009

Turned 24 yesterday. What does it mean?

It means that I’m getting closer to dying achieving my dreams.

HAHA.. morbid thoughts aside, I had a quiet celebration yesterday, and a wild one the day before. Got a few pictures I wanna put up!

18th April:

Team Zero's Requiem Cosplay Team. Not everyone is here though!

Team Zero's Requiem Cosplay Team. Not everyone is here though!

Our team Colgate model.

Our team Colgate model.

This is practically the first thing I saw when I reached. Orichi getting raped pummelled.

This is practically the first thing I saw when I reached. Orichi getting raped pummelled.

Neverending.

Neverending.

Guys with.. toys?

Guys with.. toys?

Met the team for an outing to celebrate the April babies birthdays. 3 of us altogether. Unfortunately, due to the sudden influx of new people and the trauma of watching Orichi get pwned, I wasn’t quick enough to capture the birthday peeps with the birthday cake. But still, THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE WONDERFUL CELEBRATION!

After celebrating at Vivo, we went to Just Acia at Dhoby Gaut Exchange to eat. I had the Salmon Teriyaki. DAMN NICE! Highly recommended! We were practically the noisiest and happening group there. Got to know some of the members better. Pure fun. It got better after that, because we went to PS to check out some stuff, and Shiro and Kuro got me presents!

From Shiro: Because she said it looks like me. Every morning now, I look in the mirror because of this. lols.

From Shiro: Because she said it looks like me. Every morning now, I look in the mirror because of this. lols.

From Shiro as well.

From Shiro as well.

From Kuro: Lelouch Lamperouge sticker to paste over the back of my iPhone! To cover the crack she says.

From Kuro: Lelouch Lamperouge sticker to paste over the back of my iPhone! To cover the crack she says.

From Kuro as well. Lelouch pendant. Now I got Geass. I wish. lols.

From Kuro as well. Lelouch pendant. Now I got Geass. I wish. lols.

From poondq: Really COOL Code Geass semi-transparent picture. EXCLUSIVE from Japan!

From poondq: Really COOL Code Geass semi-transparent picture. EXCLUSIVE from Japan!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE GIFTS!

PS was closing by the time we were done, so we headed to Park Lane to play L4D. lols. AGAIN. Anyways, they now know I’m probably the most strategic Boomer for the day. All I need is a wall. lols.

19th April:
Went out with my family in the morning! Drove to Harbourfront Shopping Centre for breakfast at Pastamania!

Carbonara!

Carbonara!

Had that wonderful plate of turkey bacon carbonara! HEAVENLY. and for those of you who know me well, I “accidentally” put too much cheese again. HEHE.

Stopped by a shoe shop after that, where my parents got me a new pair of shoes!

Nice?

Nice?

Sideview

Sideview

Honestly, I wanna achieve the G-Dragon Big Bang look. I like his style. Not changing my whole wardrobe to to speak, but just make another style available for myself!

After dropping off my sister at work, my parents drove me to PS (again) coz that’s where I was meeting the rest of them for dinner. I had time to spare. So I played L4D (again). Huiting came later, and we walked around PS for a while till Ryan came down. Then we headed to Fish and Co!

FOOD. FISH. YUM.

FOOD. FISH. YUM.

Some choice photos from my birthday dinner!

The 3 of us shared that drink. And we couldn't finish it.

The 3 of us shared that drink. And we couldn't finish it.

We thought Ryan accidentally ate mayonnaise, but actually that's his normal face. lols.

We thought Ryan accidentally ate mayonnaise, but actually that's his normal face. lols.

Sweet.

Sweet.

Long time friends.

Long time friends.

More photos in my Facebook!

Met up with Hazel after that. We watched 17 again. Its a good movie, and in my opinion, a great vehicle for Zac Efron. Catch it!

A very happy and lucky birthday boy.

A very happy and lucky birthday boy.

A big thank you goes out to my family; Mum, Dad, Danial, Nina, Iskandar, Huiting, Ryan, Hazel, Eriol, Lorenzo, Kuro, Shiro, Jon, Orichi, Azuku, Miyuki, gothy, jiawei & poondq for making my birthday so special!

A big shoutout also goes out to Marcus, Shiying, Xiaoting, Marco, Anne, Peiyu, Joan, Tiffany, Calvin, Ze Suan, Kenneth, My chinese friend Lincoln, Wei Zhong, Joanna, Cheryl, Angela, Wentian, Yu Shu, Mahatir, Jocelyn, Benison, Winnie, Jolyn, Cedric, Murali, Wilbur, Benjamin, Vazod, Brillyan, Bryner, Jonathan, Andy Chua, Iris and Shiyu for the birthday wishes!

For a moment there, I thought you forgot. But you have no idea how much that one message means to me, because you mean a lot to me. =)





Gluttony.

14 04 2009

Okay something I’m not proud of.

My recent running sojourn has caused me to EAT like a caterpillar on caffeine. A LOT OF FOOD. I have no idea how much rice I downed today, but all I know is, I just ate my probably-5th bowl of rice, 3 pieces of bread, and I’m STILL hungry.

My appetite aside, I managed to get hold of my uncle’s speedlight. Okay now I wannna know, any of you knows how to use it? I tried it over at my grandma’s house, and I didn’t understand it AT ALL. It works like the normal flash I see on the D70s. Except brighter. That’s all there is to it?

I was going through some old photos. Both in my iPhoto and blog. I think I should bring them back again. Shall we?

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You can make a wild guess who this is.

This is pretty clear cut

This is pretty clear cut

Act cool. CHECK OUT RYAN'S HAIR. I miss my Oakleys.

Act cool. CHECK OUT RYAN'S HAIR. I miss my Oakleys.

I miss working at TBTS!

I miss working at TBTS!

My Chalet-war-mates. I was sleeping through it actually.

My Chalet-war-mates. I was sleeping through it actually.

Been doing a lot of anime-watching lately. Code Geass, Gundam Seed Destiny & Devil May Cry. Finishing up Boys Over Flowers.. and then I got nothing else to watch. Recommendations anyone?

Remember I mentioned that I like meaningful lyrics? Here’s a song that I really ADORE for the lyrics. Clay Aiken’s Everything I Have;

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can’t give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in every way.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I’m worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it’s out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I’m worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it’s out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can’t be right there with you
I know there’s angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I’m worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it’s out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I’m worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it’s out of my hands
I can only give you everything… I have

Kind of describes the way I feel too..





Huiting’s 20th!

7 04 2009

Ok this part is for my “sister” for 8 years, a certain Ms Sim Huiting, who turns 20 today!

Ting & Me

Thank you so much for being around whenever I need a listening ear! All the best to you and ____. HAHAHAHAHA!! More chicken rice and beancurd suppers in the future!

Come to think of it, what IS the definition of a perfect birthday celebration? I remember, my 17th birthday celebration in Jin Tai, with Shumei, Chermaine, Huiqi, Sally, Xiuxin, Thierry, Gin Min.. practically the whole bunch of volleyball peeps. Stayed in SCHOOL to celebrate. Imagine that. But it was fun! Waterbombs, truth or dare.. I remember they made me hold Huiqi’s hand. HAHA.

My 18th birthday, I went to meet Joanna, Pearl and Kai Yan for some cakes at MAC. Ginza Plaza. Another legendary place. The cakes were good! but I remember almost choking on the tiramisu powder though.. lols.

And then there’s my 21st birthday. Celebrated in style at Sentosa. PLENTY of people around. Practically the old Cine Clique was there. After a while though, half of them left because they thought it was boring, without doing anything. That made me pretty upset actually. Then Tiffany came up with the idea of a ice-cream birthday cake from 7-11. NICE. Really enjoyed that.

Jump 2 years, to my 23rd celebration last year. Held it at Calvin’s place, BBQ style. A lot of people who said they’ll be able to come did not appear, so there was massive wastage of food. And then I remember the Rabbit Incident. lols. Isaac brought his rabbit given by Steph, who eventually passed away. So a whole bunch of them went out to bury the poor little fella. After that came the Frog Incident, where Calvin, Darren and Shiying witnessed the death of a frog run over by a car on the road. Calvin, being Calvin, screamed. lols. So they came back traumatised and valuing their lives much more. Anyway, I can’t remember much after that.

Do you see the pattern there?

That’s the reason why I don’t have an answer when both Ting and Ryan asked how I was going to celebrate my birthday. To tell you the truth, I even FORGOT it was my birthday month until they asked me. Birthdays come once a year.. but after all that’s happened, especially in the last 5, its getting to be a torture just celebrating this day, because eventually, people won’t turn up, or they’ll do something else. Even in my blog archive, I didn’t have an April 2008 entry at all, and the celebration was given a cursory mention in the May entry. I think even back then, I’ve realized that celebrating my birthday is a lost cause, its just that I kept denying it because.. I’m like that.

Ok enough ranting. On to other stuff.

The player list for the coming match on Saturday as follows:

James
Khim
Marcus
Dickson
Fadzli
Firdaus
Calvin
Luke

Yeah that’s all for now. Hopefully, the game’ll go ahead.





Catch up.

7 04 2009

Time to back track on some posts I’ve been meaning to put up.

Told you guys I’ve been doing photography right? Partly because Marcus taught me to do photo manipulation. So for one day, Ryan and myself went self-taking-crazy. Be warned though, my CS2 skills are pretty much non-existent, so don’t expect too much. But anyways, here’s our efforts for that day;

Resurrection of the Teletubbies.

Resurrection of the Teletubbies.

I seriously have no idea what's going on here.

I seriously have no idea what's going on here.

Well, I've always wanted to be in a boyband..

Well, I've always wanted to be in a boyband..

We planned to play doubles for the tennis tournament. Works eh?

We planned to play doubles for the tennis tournament. Works eh?

Fun stuff. I recommend you do it at least once, if you’ve got the chance. Its not often you get play around with your own image. In a good way of course.

On to other stuff. Futbol Team Victoire, our first game in our short history will be this coming Saturday, against the football team the Methodist Church of Incarnation. By this time you guys should have received the SMS from Dickson. Please reply him as soon as possible, so we can plan out the team and formation for the game, and to settle any logistical matters. A bit sad our first game will be without a team jersey, but we can make do without it. =)

I turn my head to the East, I don’t see nobody by my side..
I turn my head to the West, still nobody in sight..
So I turn my head to the North, swallow that pill that they call pride..
That old me is dead and gone..
But that new me will be alright…